Distracted

Tonight, I was distracted. Really distracted. Not the way I am in classes when I "should" be taking notes and am chatting over gmail and checking facebook. Distracted like I couldn't think about what I wanted to think about, I could only think about one topic. It seemed beyond my control to be able to act normally or think about anything else. It was unnerving. And it made me screw up. hopefully in a way that doesn't actually matter.

Blue fingernails, polish-free

Last night I noticed the fingernails on my right hand were actually blue-ish. I showed Sherrone next to me, because it seemed quasi-unbelievable. The rest of my body wasn't that cold, but I was chilly. I think my heart doesn't do a very good job of getting blood everywhere sometimes. Because for months my left foot went numb everyday. That seems like some kind of a problem, right? But not really, because what do you do about it? Say, owiee, my foot is asleep, and move on. ...